In Honor of My Dear Hatton,
I want to say some things to you, and thought you would like this venue. I know you do.
In the beginning of 2009, we were both hired at Johnny's BBQ. We were Kelly Hires. We got to train together, and learn all the ins and outs of our BBQ life. We were fast friends, of course, and I have always been so happy to see your name on the "board" or the dry erase above drive thru. You always appreciated my humor, my songs, my dirty jokes, my family. I know there is a life time supply of hand sanitizer somewhere in your house with Bradley's name on it. I remember looking forward to when I could get you and Evan together for that Rap off. And that's because of you and your hood rat taste in music. We used to text lyrics to each other. You were NEVER stumped if I started a song, you always finished it. I think you can agree we kind of always went back to the classics. I think our best work was with Ignition. Me with the Toot Toot and the Beep Beep, you coming in strong running your hands through your fro and all. And my kids all order the Hatton. I'm sure it vexes the kitchen being pressed and all.... I will miss you so much.
I think about what I will miss. Your flowing hair, your smile, those eyes. Your humor, your genuine interest. That's it. What I am going to miss so much is your love for me. You loved me. And I do not take it lightly. It is a special trait and a rare spirit that makes people feel wanted and special. And that is you. You truly delighted in us. All of us. And the world is not that great now. I will think of you every time I walk in JBBQ. Every time I hear certain songs. When football season comes around. When we laugh at work...
Thank you. I am better because of you. I am still your mama bear although your position is greater, and your view is infinite. The last thing you said to me was how glad you were to have worked that shift with me. You touched my arm and said, "Now I'm healed, Karen. I needed to see you." I will say the same to you when I see you again, Love. This wound will remain until then.
Good Bye for now. If you are allowed to haunt, come see me. I love you.
