Hello! It's been a long, long time since I updated.
My life is moving right along. I am still in the midst of a divorce, but it is OK. Bradley is doing well in BR. My gosh, he is so funny. Andrew is still playing music. He got a raise, so that is very good. He has taken up "grappling" which is a wresting/fighting thing. It cannot be more dangerous than football. Which brings me to Evan. Spring Football is going on. He is playing right now on varsity. Honey is feverishly writing her books everyday. The girl is driven. And Isabelle is blossoming into her own person. They'll all be in the public school next year. Not what I had necessarily planned, but it will have to be OK.
I am working at Johnny's BBQ. The people there are great. I mean that. Thank God for the welcoming atmosphere there. I am trying each day, no each moment, to find something good and peaceful to focus on. This sounds like a cliche, but I am seriously doing this. I will get through these times. I'm not sure what it will look like on the other side, but that is God's job. I will trust Him to do what is best for our spirits and try not to question what He chooses to do. This is the hardest thing I have ever been through, and as I've said before, I've been through some junk. So we shall see...
Here is my list of simple joys of the day. Please feel free to add.
1. Reading in bed with Honey and Isabelle.
2. Listening to music with Andrew.
3. Watching Evan eat after practice.
4. Bradley's fun on Facebook.
5. The "look" on Roux's face when going for a ride in the car.
6. Interacting with the good people at Johnny's.
7. Keeping up with loved ones on Facebook.
How about you?
I was going to add: the "look" on Sweetie's face when going for a "ride" in the truck, but we'll go ahead and let that rest.
ReplyDelete(Godspeed, Sweetie!)
Public school. It'll work out. I are a product. Like I said, kids are resilient.
Johnny's rocks. And all the things you listed that make you happy, would make me happy also. Your kids are great.
ReplyDeleteWho the He#$ lives in Astatula Florida??!! I'm gonna jack them up!! (see my facebook message if you have no idea what I am talking about)