I cannot describe me these days. Which means I'm too simple, too complicated, or just plain ole losing my mind. Dear Lord....

This is the good.....My job and the people I stress around with each day while serving BBQ to normal folks that don't care about health food that day....Bradley's mind...Andrew and Chelsea and the hope of love forever....Evan and his heart for me....Honey's saying I love you, too....Isabelle and her own complexities....the way the bluish gray sky looks through the trees at sunset.....the fact that I feel stronger, more able to handle the things I am dreading.....my ability when cornered to finally defend myself....good music and wine...and my Miller.