A year ago I had no idea that I would be married and living where I live. It makes me wonder what next year will be like. I honestly can say I have no idea. I know school is about to start, so my kids will come home. I am happy for that. I will be working at JBBQ. I love my job and my boss. I am very lucky. I will start going back to the track soon. I have been waiting for a hip thing to get better, so maybe soon...I love the football field. When I go, the sprinklers are on, and I am usually alone. I run or walk distances for my kids and other fortunate recipients of my love. I like dedicating sacrifice to them. It makes it easier.

There are no sure things in my life I am finding. Well, maybe a few. The sun tends to rise and set...child support is never on time...I will laugh at some point every day. But I have come to the understanding, again, that nobody takes care of me but me. I can't get that through this head, but it's the truth. I like being taken care of. It's why I take care of everybody else. The do unto others ...but Oprah was wrong. Just because you put things out there, they don't necessarily return. You have to give for the sake of giving. For the simple joy of emptying out yourself. People are not bound by the universe to return the favor. I gotta remember this shit.

Have a nice Wednesday.