The good things in my life far outweigh the bad. Tracy keeps trying to get that through my thick skull. It's hard some days. When I miss my kids, when "righteous" people plot to hurt me, when I wish I had more money. But....I am loved by a man that I thought I could only dream of ....my kids are healthy and loved...I don't look half bad....I sleep with Adonis....I live on a lake and see sunsets...There's more. I'll add later.